Q: Zombies at work

kffight3r
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I am back to work for the first day and it already feels like an eternity. I should be grateful because I have a nice desk job and I roll in whenever and leave whenever the work is done. I have an office and my secretary takes care of all the stuff I don't want to do. So everything considered, it's not too bad.

But today I can't stop thinking that my life is going to be work, retirement, then death. What's the point? I live for the sake of living.
kffight3r posted Jan 02, 2013
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kffight3r
anyone knows what happened to erick99? He always has some good insight.
kffight3r (rep: 712) posted Jan 02, 2013
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arsiel
I get too scared when I think about this :/
arsiel (rep: 13k) posted Jan 02, 2013
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lilywow
I try not to think about it. Just live to be happy everyday. I believe that is the fundamental goal for most of us.
lilywow (rep: 8.33k) posted Jan 02, 2013
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krmills1
I know a guy at work that always talks about this and says what is the use in getting up in the morning if your just going to go back to bed later on. I guess you have to enjoy life while you are here and not worry about the stuff you cannot control.
krmills1 (rep: 14.2k) posted Jan 02, 2013
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xptrish
I get that feeling sometimes,seems like what's the sense? In my situation this should be the time of our lives that my husband and I should be empty nesters,our kids are grown,suppose to be our time.
But a little more than six years ago a baby came into our lives,the mother was neglecting and abusing him,ultimatly he was abandonded by both parents,at 5 weeks old we got him and vowed we would never let him be hurt ever again.
After going through the courts,I did all the legal work myself,petitions,filings,everything.Took 2 years but finally we adopted him.
He's 6 years old now,has no idea he was adopted.
So instead of having this time to ourselves we've come to realize that that's just not in the cards,by the time he's 18 we will be 61 years old!
So yeah,sometimes I get down in the dumps,feel like all I do is work,clean and pay bills.
Then I remember that all the hard times,all the good times,everything that happened in my life up to the point where he came into our lives was preparing me to have the strength,knowledge,patience and love to be there for HIM.
When things get tough,or you think "why bnother"? Look around,who would be affected by your absence? We all have a purpose here,even if we can't always see it.I was 42 before my epiphany,some of us it takes a little longer to realize why.
Don't waste the short time here by stressing over the little things.
xptrish (rep: 71.3k) posted Jan 02, 2013
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kffight3r
@xptrish that is a very inspiring story! You guys did a great thing - one of my best friends was in foster homes and had 3 different moms growing up. I can tell you that taking in that child amounts to more than anyone can imagine.

Sometimes I just ponder too much. I should instead not take the little things in life for granted and trust Him in the path given to me. I agree with you that we may be blind when facing our struggle, but there is an ultimate purpose to things. I just need to find mine :)
kffight3r (rep: 712) posted Jan 02, 2013
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munkin2u
I don't mind admitting that I work for $425 a month and hafta have a lot of help from the state right now. The money I get goes mostly to bills and gas. I have a six year old boy and feel sometimes feel like I should be doing better for him. As a parent, I should be doing more than struggling to get by while I work through this time. I'm also handicapped, so jobs are limited for me. It's super easy to get down on yourself, but I just remind myself "it can't rain all the time". We all have a purpose, whether or not we know it. You touch people's lives just by being alive. Work is necessary, but it's not what defines us. Love yourself, your life and the people around you!
munkin2u (rep: 1.26k) posted Jan 03, 2013
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xptrish
Wise words Munkin2u,there's nothing worse a mother,or father,can feel than the thought of letting your child down or feeling that you are. Material things are not important,the time,love and guidance you give to your child will long outlast that pair of $80 sneakers.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
xptrish (rep: 71.3k) posted Jan 03, 2013
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xptrish
@kffight3r thank you and sometimes it's right in front of us but we're looking so hard that we actually overlook it!
Don't be too hard on yourself I'm sure it's there and that you'll find it,when the the time is right.
xptrish (rep: 71.3k) posted Jan 03, 2013
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ancagavs
try to find something that you like doing in life. it'll make your life more pleasant.
ancagavs (rep: 15.3k) posted Jan 03, 2013
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